So....

So today I feel you love someone else.

All your love is for her not for me.

   Yes I feel stupid, Yes I feel sad, Yes I am super beyond hurt.

Yes I feel empty inside.

Yes I feel like my life is over... that I was born just to see others happy.

Yes I envy that people.

  Yes I feel completly destroy.

Yes I have no more dreams now

Yes I hate That I love you idiot.

Yes. I am sad.

   Yes I fell like everyone was right and I was an idiot.

Yes I think that i hit my face with the floor.

Yes a have a huge headache.

Yes I was and I am an idiot for giving you MY LIFE IN YOUR HANDS.

Yes i know you dont care.

Yes I AM FOR THE MOMENT COMPLETY LOST.

but maybe just maybe... i will found my true way...

as a girl said 
the only truth is that we all are  a Beautiful & Beloved Daughter Of God....

so....