My only hope is that this what I am living is just a nightmare that would end soon...

 and that you would be the one and only that could wake me up.

  But yes , you are quite far away now... but? How can it be you are the only real close also?

So yes, I ha ve no reason or choice to survive to whatever life I have to go through...

Just for me to at least see you once.

not other choice for me, but I am happy with it

I know is  the best choice I  ever had take.

Make God joins us.