Is someone there?

I am falling...

Pearl by Katy perry

She is a pyramid
But with him she's just a grain of sand
This love's too strong like mice and men
Squeezing out the life that should be let in

She was a hurricane-cane-cane-cane
But now she's just a gust of wind
She used to set the sails of a thousand ships
Was a force to be reckoned with

She could be a statue of liberty
She could be a Joan of Arc
But he's scared of the light that's inside of her
So he keeps her in the dark

Oh, she used to be a pearl...Ohh
Yeah, she used to rule the world...Ohh
Can't believe she's become a shell of herself
'Cause she used to be a pearl

She was unstoppable
Moved fast just like an avalanche
But now she's stuck deep in cement
Wishing that they'd never ever met

She could be a statue of liberty
She could be a Joan of Arc
But he's scared of the light that's inside of her
So he keeps her in the dark

Oh, she used to be a pearl...Ohh
Yeah, she used to rule the world...Ohh
Can't believe she's become a shell of herself
'Cause she used to be a -

Do you know that there's a way out,
there's a way out
there's a way out
there's a way out

You don't have to be held down,
be held down
be held down
be held down

'Cause I used to be a shell
Yeah, I let him rule my world
my world, ohh, yeah

But I woke up and grew strong
And I can still go on
And no one can take my pearl

You don't have to be shell, No
You're the one that rules your world, ohh
You are strong and you'll learn
that you can still go on

And you'll always be a pearl

She is unstoppable

How can  you possible find me!!!

Why can a miracle happened to  me!!

I  need you for heaven sake!!

The moment I saw you I live every second for you!!!

Here a song by slash and adam levine;

"Gotten"
(feat. Adam Levine)

So nice to see your face again
Tell me how long has it been
Since you've been here
(since you've been here)
You look so different than before
But still the person I adore
Frozen with fear
I'm out of love but I'll take it from the past
I'll let out words cause I'm sure It'll never last

And I've been saving
These last words for one last miracle
But now I'm not sure
I can't save you if
You don't let me
You just get me like I never
Been gotten before

Maybe it's the bitter wind
A chill from the Pacific rim
That brought you this way
(that brought you my way)
Do not make me think of him
The way he touch your fragile skin
That hunts me everyday
I'm out of love but I can't forget the past
I'm out of words but I'm sure it'll never last

And I've been saving
These last words for one last miracle
But now I'm not sure
I can't save you if
You don't let me
You just get me like I never
Been gotten before
Like I never been gotten before

So nice to see you face again
But tell me will this ever end?
Don't disappear

And I've been saving
These last words for one last miracle
But now I'm not sure
I can't save you if
You don't let me
You just get me like I never
Been gotten before
Like I never been gotten before

Im so  tired. This life is getting all my energy.... and  what really worries  me is that sometimes... I dont

 have the energy  required.. for me to remeber why am I doing all this bullshit...

   I take a deep breath and remind myself, this is for him... to al least know him.

Sometimes I wonder if this is going to mske me Stronger or its going to kill me...

   But is the same for me if I do it or not... cuz  if I dont make it is  going to kill me the same.

My only hope is that this what I am living is just a nightmare that would end soon...

 and that you would be the one and only that could wake me up.

  But yes , you are quite far away now... but? How can it be you are the only real close also?

So yes, I ha ve no reason or choice to survive to whatever life I have to go through...

Just for me to at least see you once.

not other choice for me, but I am happy with it

I know is  the best choice I  ever had take.

Make God joins us.

Every night I vow to myself... Tomorrow I am going to be stronger I will be better!

ohh beautiful night.... why do you end? Why day agony comes so fast?

   I feel stronger in the nights because you appear in my dreams... making it feel like reality.

Every time I wear something cute, do  my hair and make  my makeuo perfectly I think for one strange miracle you  saw me .... and fall in love for me as I am for you..

How can be possible.. We fall in love of someone we dont know?

 But it feels like you know him/her for a lifetime.

Hope for a miracle to happend to hold us together.

Student of International Relationships, Catholic University, Tegucigalpa, Honduras.

Only reason I open this account, is for that maybe.. just maybe you find me.

Yes, R its me what you always hope for.

Simple, Ridiculous,Crazy...

But..

True.