Life

Lavi

Different moods, only one broken girl :)

Work Iggy Azalea

Walk a mile in these Louboutins
But they don’t wear these shits where I’m from
I’m not hating, I’m just telling you
I’m tryna let you know what the fuck that I’ve been through
Two feet in the red dirt, school skirt
Sugar care, back lanes…
Three jobs, took years to save…
But I got a ticket on that plane…
People got a lot to say
But don’t know shit about where I was made
Or how many floors that I had to scrub
Just to make it past where I am from

[Repeat]
No money, no family
Sixteen in the middle of Miami
[Hook]
I’ve been up all night, tryna get it right
I’ve been work work work work working on my shit…
Milked the whole game twice, gotta get it how I live
I’ve been work work work work working on my shit…
Now get this work…

[Verse 2:]
You can hate it or love it
Hustle and the struggle is the only thing I’m trusting
Thorough bread in a mud brick before the budget
White chick on that Pac shit
My Passion was ironic
And my dreams were uncommon
Guess I gone crazy, first deal changed me
Robbed blind basically raped me
Ran through the bullshit like a matador
Just made me madder and adamant to go at em
And even the score
So, I went harder…
Studied the Carters till a deal was offered
Slept cold on the floor recording
At 4 in the morning and now I’m passion the bar
Like a lawyer
Immigrant, art ignorant
Ya ill intent was insurance for my benefit
Hate be inconsiderate, but the industry took my innocence
Too late, now I’m in this bitch!
You don’t know the half
This shit get real
Valley girls giving blowjobs for Louboutins
What you call that?
Head over heels.

[Repeat]
No money, no family
Sixteen in the middle of Miami
[Hook]

[Verse 3:]
Pledge allegiance to the struggle
Ain’t been easy
But cheers to Peezy, for the weeks we lived out of duffle
Bags is all we had
Do anything for my Mum, I love you
One day I’ll pay you back for the sacrifice
That ya managed to muscle
Sixteen you sent me through customs so…
All aboard my spaceship to Mercury
Turn First at the light that’s in front me
Cause every night I’mma do it like it’s my last
This dream is all that I need
Cause its all that I ever had

[Repeat]
No money, no family
Sixteen in the middle of Miami
[Hook]

[Repeat]

Bonus track

ASAF AVIDAN

                                                                   "Reckoning Song"

No more tears, my heart is dry
I don't laugh and I don't cry
I don't think about you all the time
But when I do –I wonder why

You have to go out of my door
And leave just like you did before
I know I said that I was sure
But rich men can't imagine poor.

One day baby, we'll be old
Oh baby, we'll be old
And think of all the stories that we could have told

Little me and little you
Kept doing all the things they do
They never really think it through
Like I can never think you're true

Here I go again – the blame
The guilt, the pain, the hurt, the shame
The founding fathers of our plane
That's stuck in heavy clouds of rain.

One day baby, we'll be old
Oh baby, we'll be old
And think of all the stories that we could have told.

Songs in my head lately..

Stay with me, Sam smith

All of me , John Legend

All about the bass

Let her go

Work Iggi Azalea

Rip. Rita Ora this song deserves a monument, Seriously.

Secrets OneRepublic

The scientist

Am I wrong

And many more..

Chapter 6.

"Peleas, obstáculos y envidias por enemigos, anhelamos la libertad y deseo de independizarse. Fiesta elegante y bella pero con una tristeza profunda. Traerá prosperidad y deseo de disfrutar diversiones aunque con una posible mala noticia. Inquietud sobre el futuro, tener paciencia y hacer las cosas bien.Contaras con buena suerte en el futuro a nivel profesional."

"Fights, obstacles and enemies envy, crave freedom and desire for independence. Feast elegant and beautiful but with a deep sadness. Desire will bring prosperity and enjoy entertainment but with a possible bad news. Concern about the future, be patient and do bien.Contaras things with good luck in the future on a professional level. "

Hahahahaha

Bueno este es el supuesto significado de un sueño que tuve hace unos pocos días...

No he tenido unos buenos días. A pesar que estoy de vacaciones. Supongo que tengo tiempo libre me hace pensar demasiado y luego me pongo triste. La vida es rara tanto que quise descansar y me siento miserable.

Sabes cuando algo esta mal, cuando te duele increíble el corazón, sientes de hecho el dolor en el pecho. Pero aun así, no puedes llorar. Ya no tienes lagrimas y eso provoca aun mas tristeza.

Hay una persona que me ha hecho muchooo daño toda mi vida... Siempre prefiere a cualquiera antes que a mi. Esto ya es su modus operandi para mi "madre". No digo que yo siempre tengo la razón y que no soy un ángel. Pero tan siquiera cuando alguien me maltrata a tu hija tu la defiendes no? Oh estoy equivocada? Oh voy a preferir que alguien mas este bien antes que mi propia hija? Bueno. Siempre me he sentido sola sin ese amor incondicional que solo una padre te puede dar.

He extrañado a mi papá todos los días de mi vida. Y siempre lo haré. Me ha hecho tanta falta su cariño, su protección, su sola presencia. Hasta el día de hoy no entiendo porque Dios se lo llevo.

Siempre creo que he superado los traumas y fantasmas del pasado. Pero de alguna manera los autores de estos están presente y hacen cosas que me los recuerda y siento como una cicatriz se vuelve a abrir y se le hecha sal y tierra para que vuelva a arder y con mas ganas.

Pero algo que he aprendido a través de los años que las personas que no te amas (si hasta tus padres) les vale un reverendo cacahuete que llores y que estés destrozado. Podrías hacer un show monumental de lloreras y que digas todooo lo que siente tu alma, con parpados hinchados y mocos en mano.Desangrarte frente a ellos. Pero a ellos no les importara. Les dará exactamente igual. Para ellos como ser malo y egoísta solo les importa salirse con la suya. Y si para ello tu tienes que estar asi. Esta bien.

Es UN CASO PERDIDO. En contra del ser dañado.

Entonces...

Tengo otra teoría, plan, acción. Como quieran llamarla. Todavía no la he probado. El de ser Fuerte.Si.

"Jehová es mi pastor nada me faltara"

Salmo de David.

23  Jehová es mi pastor; nada me faltará.

2 En lugares de delicados pastos me hará descansar;
Junto a aguas de reposo me pastoreará.

3 Confortará mi alma;
Me guiará por sendas de justicia por amor de su nombre.

4 Aunque ande en valle de sombra de muerte,
No temeré mal alguno, porque tú estarás conmigo;
Tu vara y tu cayado me infundirán aliento.

5 Aderezas mesa delante de mí en presencia de mis angustiadores;
Unges mi cabeza con aceite; mi copa está rebosando.

6 Ciertamente el bien y la misericordia me seguirán todos los días de mi vida,
Y en la casa de Jehová moraré por largos días.

Reina-Valera 1960 (RVR1960)

Si ya no mas. Un día leí una imagen que decía:

"Si supieras cuanto te amo, dejarías de mendigar amor" Atte Dios.

Así que eso haré. Como siempre y desde que tengo memoria me he limpiado las lagrimas casi en el mismo acto que salen. Pero ahora ni eso ya no lo quiero ya me harte de llorar. Ahora hasta mi propio cuerpo le huye. Ya hasta me da risa de lo estúpida que soy al llorar.

Buscare, tratare, luchare con todas mis fuerzas controlar mis sentimientos.

Ser valiente, 

Convertirme en una mujer. Lo necesito.

Necesito buscar mi felicidad. Se que hay algo mejor para mi,

Estoy segura que Dios no me mando solo a sufrir.

Así que ahora basta de ser la liebre llorona enfrente de el que se cree "león", Con ayuda del Rey de Reyes mi Dios sera mas fuerte que el león. Frente a el seré lo que el mismo ha creado durante los años. El mismo estúpido león me ha creado. Una piedra mas grande y fuerte con unas alas poderosas y largas.

Que volara Lejos de el.

He dicho.

Well of course this is the meaning of a dream I had a few days ago ... 

I have not had a good morning. While I'm on vacation. I guess I have free time makes me think too much and then I get sad. Life is rarely so much I wanted to rest and I feel miserable. 

You know when something is wrong, when it hurts the heart amazing, actually feel the pain in the chest. But still, you can not mourn. You do not have tears and that causes even more grief. 

There is a person who has hurt me muchooo all my life ... I always prefer to anyone before me. This is already their modus operandi for my "mother". I'm not saying I'm always right and I'm not an angel. But even when someone mistreats me your daughter you do not defend it? Oh I'm wrong? Oh going to prefer someone else this good before my own daughter? Okay. I have always felt alone without the unconditional love that only a father can give. 

I've missed my dad every day of my life. And always will. It has made me much needed their love, their protection, their very presence. Up to this day do not understand why God took him. 

I always believe that I have overcome the traumas of the past and ghosts. But somehow the perpetrators of these are present and do things that it reminds me and I feel like a scar is reopened and he made ​​salt and earth to burn again and with more desire. 

But something I've learned over the years that people who do not love (if even your parents) are worth a peanut Reverend and cry you're shattered. You could make a monumental show and tell todooo lloreras what you feel your soul, with swollen eyelids and mucus in mano.Desangrarte front of them. But they do not care. It will give exactly the same. For them as being bad and selfish only care about get away with it. And if for that you have to be so. It's okay. 

IT IS A BASKET CASE. Against being damaged. 

So ... 

I have another theory, plan, action. Whatever you call it. I have not yet tried. The Fuerte.Si be. 

"The Lord is my shepherd I shall not want" 

Psalm of David. 

23 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. 

2 In green pastures He makes me lie 

Beside restful waters he leads me. 

3 He restores my soul; 

He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name. 

4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, 

I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; 

Thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 

5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; 

You anoint my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 

6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, 

And in the house of Jehovah will dwell for long days. 

Reina-Valera 1960 (RVR1960) 

If you no more. One day I read an image that said: 

"If you knew how much I love, love would stop begging" Atte God. 

So I will. As long as I can remember I've wiped the tears almost coming out the same act. But now even that no longer want me to mourn and harte. Now even my own body he flees. Now I laugh to how stupid I am to mourn. 

Buscare, I will try, I will fight with all my strength to control my feelings. 

Be brave, 

Become a woman. I need it. 

I need to find my happiness. I know there's something better for me, 

I'm sure God did not send me to suffer alone. 

So now just to be in front of the weeping hare which "lion" is created, with the help of my God the King of Kings will be stronger than the lion. In front of him will be what it has created over the years. The same stupid lion has created me. A bigger and stronger stone with powerful and long wings. 

To fly Far from it. 

I said.

Hunter Parrish

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Someone is watching over me, Hilary Duff

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Weekend

Baby,

You,
Me, &
the weekend..

Think about it,

Think about it hard...

Fashion even on sundays..

Hot shoes

Hot me

Now because is all I know.

Pink perfect dress

Street style!

Only for you.

You & Me

ouwww

Love you like xo

My passion

                                                I can cook.. I love cooking

Sooo...

So what do you say baby?? (R.P)
Oh if only you read me.....